bamicma

Hey! So i don't normally write journals as I lack the skill as many of my fellow deivantarters, but here it goes. So I have been going through a lot since my return to America. Thankfully I am feeling better compared to before. Since I am doing better and what not, I decided that I should clean up my Gallery and start posting again.  My little camera will feel used once more! I really want to work with music, as there are some songs out there that are really inspiring me at the moment. I will try to post some of that stuff on here at once. I really want to do some things around Montana. When I first moved here I didn't feel very comfortabl

今、私事に信じれない。迷っているだと感じる。いいことになりたいし、自分の心のために生きたい。どうする？どして今が悲しい？

so anyways...my eyes hurt from crying...friends can be such a pain sometimes...and yet you feel, no i feel like i will just go back no matter what...but not without some scars...ill attack them back for sure...it childish but she has to see...and if not...then i wont talk to her till she does...maybe i just lost a friend...maybe...but will it ever get better?